"Adore"

Thinking about 1998, the anti-2018, yet for many of us, a year of utter melancholy...

I felt so sad these past 24 hrs. This world is just so hard to fathom. Do you sometimes feel that nothing makes sense?

We, the "Indigenous" people, how did we get here? How did we get so lost...? Was there ever a home for us? It's been so long ago, it feels so unreal...

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My heart is somewhere floating with yours, in the eternity of time. I just lost the connection tonight.
It's you that I adore. And "adore" is the only reason to go through this.

"Angel, you know it's not the end 
We'll always be good friends 
The letters have been sent on" 

Please, universe, send me a few more songs...

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The Smashing Pumpkins - 'Ava Adore'

It's you that I adore
You'll always be my whore
You'll be the mother to my child
And a child to my heart
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

Lovely girl you're the beauty in my world
Without you there aren't reasons left to find

And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
You'll be a lover in my bed
And a gun to my head
We must never be apart
We must never be apart

In you I see dirty
In you I count stars
In you I feel so pretty
In you I taste god
In you I feel so hungry
In you I crash cars
We must never be apart

Drinking mercury
To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find
Lovely girl you're the murder in my world
Dressing coffins for the souls I've left behind
In time
We must never be apart

And you'll always be my whore
'Cause you're the one that I adore
And I'll pull your crooked teeth
You'll be perfect just like me
In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars
In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god
We must never be apart

Songwriters: William Patrick Corgan

Ava Adore lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group

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The Smashing Pumpkins - 'Perfect'

"Perfect"

I know we're just like old friends 
We just can't pretend 
That lovers make amends 
We are reasons so unreal 
We can't help but feel that something has been lost 

But please you know you're just like me 
Next time I promise we'll be 
Perfect 
Perfect 
Perfect strangers down the line 
Lovers out of time 
Memories unwind 

So far I still know who you are 
But now I wonder who I was... 

Angel, you know it's not the end 
We'll always be good friends 
The letters have been sent on 

So please, you always were so free 
You'll see, I promise we'll be 
Perfect 
Perfect strangers when we meet 
Strangers on the street 
Lovers while we sleep

Perfect 
You know this has to be 
We always we're so free 
We promised that we'd be 
Perfect

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